I've been practicing 8 years and I still hate endo

I know I should refer it out, but I feel like I should be able to do basic endo. I've taken courses, I have a microscope, but I still dread every single endo case. I second-guess myself constantly. Did I get all the canals? Is the obturation good enough? Is this going to fail? I'm embarrassed to admit this, but I think I'm just going to start referring all endo out. Life's too short to stress about something I hate.